- useless for no reason?? or with a reason?? -

i wonder...

is being useless part of His plan for us??
to get peeps pissed off to learn something?
or for us to learn something??
is there a reason for being useless??
for being unwanted in a family?
for being lonely in spite of the crowd around us?
is there a reason for everything?

we always associate the good with God....
and the bad with satan...
but from what i read...
God allows bad things to happen to us for a reason...
just like job...
He allowed satan to take away his belongings and all...
yet,
job still praise God in spite of his loss...
can i do that??
when i lose the peeps that i love,
when i lose the things that i cherish,
will i still be faithful to Him?
will i still be grateful to Him??

is it His plan?
for us to be that useless person?
or is it just a feeling that we are useless?
when in actual truth,
we are not useless...
just that the feelings of it...
what is real?
and what is fake?

life is like a roller coster indeed...
it has it's ups and downs...
the thrill of it is just so...
exciting...
but,
why cant we anticipate
the ups and downs of our life
like riding a roller coster??
to enjoy His plan for us?
may it be good or bad??

i can only wonder.....