Truly troubled with the work load and the work responsibility bestowed upon me.
What a dilemma to be in when you know what you stand up for yet falling into the trap.
No light seen at the end of the tunnel yet.
No way out of this maze / trap with the perspective I now have.
What a situation / scenario to be in when you start thinking that you finally got it.
What a trouble to be into...
Am I That Silly?
Am I that silly to work as a research assistant for Prof?
Am I that silly to take all the workload and just earn RM ****?
Am I that silly to have to take responsibility of her personal responsibility?
Am I that silly to put up with her nonsensical conversation?
Am I that silly to put on a face that I don't even know myself?
Am I that silly to allow her to put so high expectations?
Am I that silly to go against my standards in life and live not in peace?
Am I that silly to give up my time just for her?
Am I that silly to wast my effort and energy in doing something that does not interest me?
AM I REALLY THAT SILLY??
Am I that silly to take all the workload and just earn RM ****?
Am I that silly to have to take responsibility of her personal responsibility?
Am I that silly to put up with her nonsensical conversation?
Am I that silly to put on a face that I don't even know myself?
Am I that silly to allow her to put so high expectations?
Am I that silly to go against my standards in life and live not in peace?
Am I that silly to give up my time just for her?
Am I that silly to wast my effort and energy in doing something that does not interest me?
AM I REALLY THAT SILLY??
Job Changes Things
Having a job really changes a lot of things in ones life. It may be for the better, in terms of financial, but it may also be for the worst, in terms of lack of time to spend with your loved ones.
I simply wish that everyone in the world would just work 5 days a week and 8 hours a day and that's it. No overtime, no weekend jobs...what so ever.
Being a workaholic is terrible. But...I wish I was one at this moment.
I simply wish that everyone in the world would just work 5 days a week and 8 hours a day and that's it. No overtime, no weekend jobs...what so ever.
Being a workaholic is terrible. But...I wish I was one at this moment.
Someone's Watching Over Me
Love this song so much at this moment..really meaningful when one feels lonely or unloved.
The best thing about this song is that it reminds me of how God is watching over me in every circumstances. He's always protecting me from harm. Though at times when I breakdown real hard, He's always there with open arms waiting for me to run into His arms.
No matter how bad experiences are, no matter how alone I am, no matter what comes my way...Someone's watching over me...from above.
So, have fun listening to this song as it speaks to you. =)
The best thing about this song is that it reminds me of how God is watching over me in every circumstances. He's always protecting me from harm. Though at times when I breakdown real hard, He's always there with open arms waiting for me to run into His arms.
No matter how bad experiences are, no matter how alone I am, no matter what comes my way...Someone's watching over me...from above.
So, have fun listening to this song as it speaks to you. =)
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Found myself today
Oh I found myself and ran away
Something pulled me back
The voice of reason I forgot I had
All I know is you're not here to say
What you always used to say
But it's written in the sky tonight
So I won't give up
No I won't break down
Sooner than it seems life turns around
And I will be strong
Even if it all goes wrong
When I'm standing in the dark I'll still believe
Someone's watching over me
Seen that ray of light
And it's shining on my destiny
Shining all the time
And I wont be afraid
To follow everywhere it's taking me
All I know is yesterday is gone
And right now I belong
To this moment to my dreams
So I won't give up
No I won't break down
Sooner than it seems life turns around
And I will be strong
Even if it all goes wrong
When I'm standing in the dark I'll still believe
Someone's watching over me
It doesn't matter what people say
And it doesn't matter how long it takes
Believe in yourself and you'll fly high
And it only matters how true you are
Be true to yourself and follow your heart
So I won't give up
No I won't break down
Sooner than it seems life turns around
And I will be strong
Even if it all goes wrong
When I'm standing in the dark I'll still believe
That I won't give up
No I won't break down
Sooner than it seems life turns around
And I will be strong
Even when it all goes wrong
When I'm standing in the dark I'll still believe
That someone's watching over
Someone's watching over
Someone's watching over me
Someone's watching over me
Oh I found myself and ran away
Something pulled me back
The voice of reason I forgot I had
All I know is you're not here to say
What you always used to say
But it's written in the sky tonight
So I won't give up
No I won't break down
Sooner than it seems life turns around
And I will be strong
Even if it all goes wrong
When I'm standing in the dark I'll still believe
Someone's watching over me
Seen that ray of light
And it's shining on my destiny
Shining all the time
And I wont be afraid
To follow everywhere it's taking me
All I know is yesterday is gone
And right now I belong
To this moment to my dreams
So I won't give up
No I won't break down
Sooner than it seems life turns around
And I will be strong
Even if it all goes wrong
When I'm standing in the dark I'll still believe
Someone's watching over me
It doesn't matter what people say
And it doesn't matter how long it takes
Believe in yourself and you'll fly high
And it only matters how true you are
Be true to yourself and follow your heart
So I won't give up
No I won't break down
Sooner than it seems life turns around
And I will be strong
Even if it all goes wrong
When I'm standing in the dark I'll still believe
That I won't give up
No I won't break down
Sooner than it seems life turns around
And I will be strong
Even when it all goes wrong
When I'm standing in the dark I'll still believe
That someone's watching over
Someone's watching over
Someone's watching over me
Someone's watching over me
June is here
Yahoo....May is gone and June is here.
It's been...
...2 years since sweetie and I got together.
...2 semesters in my Master program.
...11 months staying in Desaminium.
...9 months since I worked as a research assistant.
Another...
...1 month more and I'll be shifting out.
...2 semesters and I'm out of UPM.
...2 semesters and I'm done with research assistant work at FEM.
Life has been really up and down in May. Work pressure mainly. Not a topic I want to talk about. But in short, data collection is FINITO! Now, it's analyzing and writing time. Hope to finish within the time frame...another 2 semesters till the mid of next year.
But on the up side, I'm so uplifted to be in Ipoh last weekend. It was such a relief to be off from work without any worries. Though my trip to Ipoh was supposed to be busy, it was quite relaxing.
Well, I got to get back to work...again...
It's been...
...2 years since sweetie and I got together.
...2 semesters in my Master program.
...11 months staying in Desaminium.
...9 months since I worked as a research assistant.
Another...
...1 month more and I'll be shifting out.
...2 semesters and I'm out of UPM.
...2 semesters and I'm done with research assistant work at FEM.
Life has been really up and down in May. Work pressure mainly. Not a topic I want to talk about. But in short, data collection is FINITO! Now, it's analyzing and writing time. Hope to finish within the time frame...another 2 semesters till the mid of next year.
But on the up side, I'm so uplifted to be in Ipoh last weekend. It was such a relief to be off from work without any worries. Though my trip to Ipoh was supposed to be busy, it was quite relaxing.
Well, I got to get back to work...again...
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