New Phase of Life

Well...here's the updates...

I'm now staying at Desaminium, a super ulu place which is very quiet but you'll be able to hear noises 5 times a day if you stay here.The nearest malay mamak stall is about 15min walk..but good thing that the food is quite nice and reasonable for me. There is Jusco outside about a 5 min drive, a 24-7 mcd which has no delivery to my place. The only delivery that I can get is Pizza Hut.

I still don't feel like home yet..as it's not really that furnished with some homely furnitures and deco. Even my room..I have to rearrange my furnitures and stuffs as my mum does not like the current layout. Having a headache on that though. She is so worried about everything.

Hmm...next week will be a busy week for me. Registration, scholarship application, health check-up, convo fees, finding a part-time job. All this need to be done before the month of june ends. Then the following week will be the start of my masters learning phase.

Till next entry...toodles

Another Big Step into Adulthood

In the mode of shifting all my things to a new place known as....TAMAN DESAMINIUM.
It's been a crazy period to find a place so soon..
Having my parents worried bout the new place..
Having to find a female housemate as requested by my mum..
Having to buy some necessities to furnish the place..
The financial income..

Everything is happening so fast..
On big decisions after another..
Deciding to further study is one that I will not regret..
But the place?
I seem to like it there..
Though I have to sacrifice my freedom..
In a way that I can't go to places as there is no public transport to my place..
Besides, it's not that convenient as well..
Nearest food stall is a 5 min drive away..
Yet, I still like the place..
Hope to furnish it with a homely feeling..
That's what that is important to me..

But, I face rejection from my parents..
They want me to just rent a room..
Sigh...
Am I going to regret the decision I made?

Another big decision to be made..
Serious or not?
Committed or not?
I don't want to fool around and give up half way..
I want to go through it all the way..

Looking for a job is another big step..
What kind of job?
Can I obtain the scholarship?
How am I going to get some income?
I can't be depending on my parents all the time right?

My mum keep saying.. "Leave it to the Lord"
Which I totally am..
Yet, I can't seem to release it all to Him..
At this minute I may have released it to Him..
The next minute I start thinking bout it..
Guess I have not released at all..

Well,
Whatever it is..
I'll just take one step at a time..
I don't want to be falling so badly till I can't even stand up..
Have a nice day!!