TIME OCCUPIED

it's been ages since i last posted anything in this blog. ever since semester started, life have been pretty exciting and interesting. i've been growing and learning so much. there's just too much to post up. don't know where to begin.

in short, my time has been pretty much occupied...by studies, church activities, and cf events.

firstly, this semester, i have to admit, i have suddenly transformed to being hardworking, copying notes during lecture, doing my own personal notes, actually finishing up tutorial questions beforehand, started on assignment work, and even reading books on the subjects i'm taking this semester.

secondly, church activities. currently attending GA611BOL. a chinese speaking church although it's bilingual. don't ask me how i survive or even adapt myself to that church since my chinese is super duper limited...but it's truly by His grace that i feel comfortable there and many doors have been opened for me. for example, i'm learning bout discipleship, being discipled by elisha (my cell group leader), growing spiritually, preparing myself in training for His work.

as for cf events, it is a burden in my heart to serve there. it is my prayer that there will be a revival in utar pj cf. and before revival can begin in cf, it has to start from me...by getting myself involved in the activities once again. and to fast and pray for cf, encouraging them to love each other just Jesus first loved each and everyone of us.

besides, now that i'm staying with ker li, fong and cheryl, it has been a blessing that i found a place i feel comfortable and the cost is just affordable. having fong and ker li as roommates and apartment mates aint easy as i thought. somehow, there are conflicts too that happens. trying to be patient is difficult, especially when you feel the responsibilities are on your shoulder and they tend to take you for granted. but i believe He has placed them there for a reason. probably to teach me to humble myself and serve others...just as how Jesus served others too. i'm slowly learning as you can see.

okie...time to update other blogs...till i have time to blog again, do stay in tune with my blog and do pray for me even as i continue this difficult race of life. =)

KAY

i'm sad to announce that kay passed away last wednesday. found out in the morning. its legs and body was detached, the body had no meat, it was just the shell. it was a horrifying sight. never expected it to die in such a way. not sure the cause of it. probably my mistake for not feeding it with proper food at the correct time.it saddens me at that point of time.

today, if kay was still alive, it would be 1 month old since my twin sis bought it. even though kay was with me for such a short period, it has a sentimental meaning to me as it was with me when i was going through a hard time. had a fun time playing with it on my hands, talking to it, and bla bla bla.anyway, may kay rest in peace as i let it go. =)

NEW YEAR 2007

new year eve was different last year. since i could remember, i have always celebrated new year eve with my family in church back in malacca. but this time, i was up in pj without my family.

the last day of 2006, was a sunday. went to my dear prince's church for sunday service, and followed him back to his house after church. stayed there the whole afternoon watching half of final fantasy. then, we went to church again for watch night service till bout 12 something the next morning. it was challenging being in his church as it's in chinese..and most of you that know me...i cant really understand deep chinese. was blur there though.

but look on the bright side, i enjoyed myself in spite of the weird feeling. i managed to worship Him in my own way. felt comfortable in His presence. there was much to say bout my experience that whole day. the last day of 2006 was simply awesome with Him being the one who brought me out of the darkness i was in. with the past, the regrets, the hurts, everything that has happened in 2006, i know that He has been there with me all those while. i did not acknowledge Him when i should.

anyway, year 2007, here i come, with a challenge to love Him and to continue running in this race of life. =)