kids..children..toddlers...young peeps...i love them...they are my passion...somehow...especially small kids and babies. it is a gift from Him to love them the way i do and to have that special care for them.
i wasnt taught how to handle them, i wasnt taught how to have a way with them, i wasnt taught how to cheer them up, etc...it's all from Him and Him alone that gave me this specialty.
since young, i have my ways with kids. back in primary school, in church, me and a guy friend, david, we used to 'fight' for this small boy named matthew. every sunday, we'd be fighting to play with him, to take care of him, etc. had so much fun then. it brings so much joy to me to see matthew grow up.
now, matthew is in form 2...next year will be in form 3..to see how tall and how mature he has grown..i can only wonder how wonderful God creates humans. it is so amazing and it is such a miracle when a woman conceives. it is indeed a gift from Him to be able to give birth to a child and bringing up the child with love and care.
this talent with kids...prayerfully i will not put it to waste. that's partly one of the reason i took up psychology...to major in child psychology. to bring them up, to know what's on their mind...to be able to shape them the way He wants them to be...most importantly...is to let them know that Jesus loves them from a very very young age.
today, in church, i actually put a child to sleep...she's a very hyperactive child..yet, i prayed that He'll help me put her to sleep...and hehe...He did answer my prayer...it's quite difficult putting her to sleep...and when she sleeps, she looks extremely adorable...even when peeps are disturbing her..she could still sleep...she even snores (i'm suprised at that). seeing her head resting upon my chest, it got me wondering...hmm...it's so nice to have my own kids...but to bring them up the right way...it's difficult.
yet, i believe He is still not done with me yet...i hope to have lots and lots of child of my own. not as in my very own...but other peep's child being just like my very own...how me and the other sunday school kids has been my sunday school teacher's kids...she takes us as her own as well...and it is a joy to her too.
personally, i dont mind how ever many children i'll have...i just pray that He'll prepare me for familyhood and parenthood with my life partner that He has planned for me. =)
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