HAPPY FEET?? DANCING??

finally i have gone to watch 'Happy Feet' with my twin sister today. my dear prince said it was nice...and i definitely have to agree with him 10% 100%. it's a very nice show...and there's something that i learnt from watching it that kind of applied to what i'm going through at the moment.

anyway, today is my younger sister's birthday...so is both my godsister's, who are sisters. havent wish any of them yet though..plan to wish at the very last minute...as i always do with the peeps close to me.

back to the topic...what does the show got to do with dancing as the title says? at the begining of the show, mumble, the weird penguin, cant sing (which is important to a penguin)...instead, he does this tapping dance with his feet. and it seemed to me that he was enjoying the dance. all of a sudden, it occured to me...the reason my passion for dancing has gone is because...now...each time i dance..it's because of a performance...and it's like a 'must' thing to do...i dance for the sake of doing a performance and i do my best because of the sake of putting up a good show. but that shouldnt be it. the passion should come from my heart. i dance because i love dancing...and dancing my best is simply because i enjoy dancing...not to put up a good but fake show. i forgot bout that part of dancing...dancing from the heart...dancing for enjoyment...dancing for my King.

yes...everyone says i have a talent for dancing..i can actually dance with feelings, with the proper expression...that was last time...then, it was dancing for the sake of dancing, no feelings, no expression....but now...i'm going to dance because i love it and whether it's nice or not...i'll dance for Him and Him alone. He is the one who gives me the talent after all... =)

another thing i learnt in that show was that...do not be afraid to be who you are...yeah...most of the time, peeps may find you weird, or psychotic, or 'cacat', or childish, or immature...but that doesnt really matter. why? simply because He has created us that way. whether we are 'dirty', whether we are a 'betrayer', whether we are 'innocent', or whatever it is...we are who we are...yes, of course there are some things that we should change...but if it feels uncomfortable...then why change? unless the change is for your better or course. but more important is that we feel comfortable for who we are....right, prince?? =p

well...got to go get ready...going out again with my twin sister...been out with her the whole of today...kinda tired already actually...but it's been such a long time since we really hang out together. =) so...it's worth the tiredness...hehe...