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4th Dec - Monday
all i did that day was to watch a japanese anime called 'spiral'...a mystery solving anime that i enjoyed so much. watched it from after dinner till bout 4 something...and woke up at 8 something to continue watching it...couldnt stop myself from watching it. if it wasnt because my parents would get up at 7 something, i definitely would have continued watching till i finished the whole show in the morning. i did finish it the next day though.
5th Dec - Tuesday
finished watching 'spiral' in the morning, slept in the afternoon. started watching a chinese drama...a long time ago popular tv drama, 'meteor garden'. night time was choir practice. came back too tired...slept early.
6th Dec - Wednesday
cant remember what i did in the day time...but at night...i continued watching 'meteor garden' till 5.30 am this time. didnt go for youth prayer meeting though. ern tsyr couldnt make it that day.
7th Dec - Thursday
cant remember too what i did that day...except that i went for choir practice again at night. didnt sleep early though.
8th Dec - Friday
my younger sister and both my godsister's birthday. didnt wish my godsister till almost midnight though...was on purpose. and thanks to my dear prince, he wished my sister on our behalf. that was on purpose too as my sis didnt know his hp number. went out the whole day with my twin sis though. went shopping for clothes...she was the one who was supposed to be the one doing in the shopping in the afternoon but ended i spent bout rm90+ for a black pants, 2 final fantasy jigsaw puzzle, 3 final fantasy posters, a movie ticket and lunch. watched 'happy feet' as i posted in my previous post. met up with my darling whom i've not seen for quite some time now. went to fetch my dad after work. took a shower and i'm out again with my twin sis. back to shopping a while. she spent rm158 on 2 mng blouses just for her birthday party the next day. went to jonker with her and melissa...met up with my another godsis, jein and her friend...my twin sis bought a hermit crab which she's giving it to me on thurs coz her mum wont let her keep it. broke my 5days fast...had a bad day somehow...talked to my dear prince till bout 1 something.
9th Dec - Saturday
woke up early...been watching 'meteor garden' when ever i can find time. went to riviera bay for high tea with my twin sis for her birthday with 2 of her cousins, my ex-classmate, peh yin, and a jerk. came back bout 5 something, rested a while, fetched my sis from uni, took a shower, and went for choir practice till 11 something. super tired that day. ehxausting actually.
10th Dec - Sunday
my twin sis 20th birthday. has a presentation at one of the shopping complex here known as dataran which just opened. glad that my twin sis could watch it. glad that my godsister, jein, came in time too to watch me dance. glad that my ex-classmate, bryan, came too to give his support. not happy at all that the jerk came. regretted inviting the jerk. had fun at dinner with both my sisters. been a long time since we last hang out together. came back super duper tired coz was in a really high-heeled boots during the presentation. night time was a horrible time for me. had a tensed conversation with my prince. been crying for the past few nights till my eyes was actually kinda 'bengkak'. but on this day...it was the worst...thanks to the jerk. made my dear prince's pillow so wet with my tears.
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and today...stayed home the whole day. felt terrible in the morning because of crying last night and with what happened...thanks to that jerk. my dear prince is now in inti college, nilai, though...for a camp...he'll be there till friday...and i'm missing him terrible already. finally finished watching the whole episodes of 'meteor garden' that consist of 27 episodes. and now...here i am posting....
one good thing happened today though...i rededicated my life back to my King. have been struggling with something that happened in the past. it was hindering me from moving on, from having a happy life. but He has assured me tonight...that those things that happened...i'm not going to sit down and cry over it and regret bout it any more. it's time to take a stand and make a decision. i'm not going to let satan take control of my life by letting the past haunt me...but to move on...i choose to live a happy life with my family...and definitely with my dear prince too.
i have been quite a pain to my dearest prince for that one week. been very very emo to the max. but he still is so patient with me. always there for me no matter what. even when he has his own personal problem that he didnt tell me...he was still there...and i was so silly to not think of what he was going through. but from now on...i'll learn to be more sensitive to his needs as he is to mine.
somehow, today, i truly cherish my dearest prince...and it's all thanks to our King that He made it possible...and as long as He allows...i choose to be with my dear prince...for as the saying goes...'alone, they are two..together, they are one'. when we're alone, we're an individual...but when we're together, we are one...the pain, the joy, the sadness, the happiness, the problems, the solutions, the burdens...it's shared between each other. after all....
ALONE, THEY ARE TWO...TOGETHER, THEY ARE ONE!! =)
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