EXCITEMENT??

excitement?
to be excited for something, is something to experience for ourself...
anything can bring excitement
just a trip to a place
just a thought of our loved one
a touch on the hand
a smile on the face
a word or two
it simply brings excitement in its own way

the feeling of being excited is wonderful
to always wonder what will happen next
to be in anticipation for what's to come
to have sleepless nights
to have a big smile the whole day
to laugh, to have joy

but what if the feeling is gone?
would that person be dead in emotions?
no longer being excited for anything
not even a ride in the car
not even a smile
not even any events or occassion
not even a song

it is dead
when all emotions are gone
anger, disappointment, sadness
even happiness, laughter, smiles
when all emotions are gone
nothing is left but...
an alive person who's dead in emotions
as though the spirit has left the body

when will the spirit be back?
when will all the emotions return?
it's so empty to be without any emotions....