- itchy fingers -

it's day 16 with 15 days left...my fingers has been itching a lot lately...but today is the worst...the itch has becomed..hmm....an urge to not bother bout the fast and just jam...it's really boring today...have nothing to do...read all the comic books, not in the mood for movies...I JUST WANT TO JAM. i have to admit though that i did play some other games to replace o2jam..games like spider, dynomite, minesweeper, etc..but not music games...not even audition or sdo or o2jam...even o2mania which i can play on my lappy. gee...15 days more is so so long...can i be patient and go through this discipline?? whether i can be patient or not...I MUST GO ON AND FIGHT THIS URGE...not going to give up when i'm half way through this fast...it's not easy at all...but I'M SERIOUS...I MEAN BUSINESS, LORD...i want to intercede for those peeps in my life...

enough of jamming...the days are getting so unpredictable...not sure what to expect every day...every day is a new day, with new challenges, new hope, new odyssey...that is what makes this odyssey interesting although can be quite painful....dont you think so too?

well...today, a friend from the past came to my house in the morning to use the comp...i'm glad that it went well..things didnt get out of control...we watched those canon in d videos and some other ones which made us laugh so much...didnt had lunch too..wait...i did...guess what i had? peanut butter...^.^ and amazingly...i'm not hungry at all...chatted with keenkeen and tan jo-n from cf to discuss an up-coming event in utar...praying that dsa will approve with our proposal...and just before i decided to blog...i was actually READING MY PSYCHOLOGY BOOK and DOING RESEARCH ON SIGMUND FREUD...haha...cant believe i'm actually doing that...then as i was doing the research..decided to blog...so..here i am... ^.^

hmm...anyone have any ideas of getting rm1500 in a week besides borrowing from peeps?? need it to help someone...but should i help that someone? i can only wonder with that question...

oh yeah...will be up in pj tomorrow with my younger sis, yen, my mum and my aunt(maybe)...bringing them for shopping...and to settle some things with my tenant and apartment mates....and of course...to see someone too... ^.^ will be back on wednesday evening...will update then again...so..till then...hopefully i wont break fast so early....