gee..didnt sleep in the end yesterday after blogging..went out with tracy, esther and my sister for supper....this time..i'm smart enough to order milo ice instead of teh o ice...came back bout 12 something, online a while to chat with some cf peeps...then went to sleep bout 1am if i'm not wrong...today...its kind of boring...not exactly boring la...mind keep wondering...
why the title today?? is the heart being fooled? fooled by who? by what? there are just so many things that i find myself being fooled today. as though everything that happened lately is all just a dream that will come crushing down one day...and when will that day be? today? tomorrow? the next two days? a weeks time? a months time? i can only wonder...
can we ever be real to ourselves in reality and not fool ourselves with dreams and fantasies? is one's life being ruled by reality or by dreams and fantasies? for us who believe in Jesus, we know that our life ought to be ruled by Him...and it is a process and lesson to put Him as the ruler of our life...but what if the heart says no?? can that be stopped?? what if the heart chooses to be ignorant?? not wanting to live by the Spirit? they will for sure face the consequences of it, right? but is it their fault?
the mind is known to be a powerful tool...it's what you feed the mind that will come out in actions and words...its from the mind that the desires come from...but what bout the heart?? when the heart is being fooled, is it because the mind is being fooled as well? are the things that seems to be so beautiful just a cover for reality and fools the heart? are those sweet words to fool the heart and mind so that both of it will not think straight? to be melted in it? what if it gets burnt?? then what? quarrels? misunderstandings? betrayals? no trust??
what bout doing good with a real sincere heart? is it the heart being fooled as well that it wants to do good without expecting something?? or is it really sincere? how does one knows?? outside it may be perceived as good...but does the heart fools the outside?? making the mind believe that it is sincere??
what bout the character and behaviour of a person? is it being fooled by the heart too? or is the heart being fooled by the character and behaviour? which one is being fooled and which one is doing the fooling? the mind or the heart or is there something else?
is what seems to be right on track is actually just a cover of the worst that's going to happen after you make that jump?? what's real and what's not?
what bout fooling with other peeps heart and mind?? do we realise what we are doing?? is it intentional? for good or for bad? no one can tell...even themselves...why? are they being fooled as well?? is there a force inside of us that is constantly fighting??
what is trust?? what is faith? what is true and pure love?? what are friends? what is being true to yourself?? what's it all??
i can only wonder and not get the answers that i want... (is the heart being fooled again??)
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