Can I ask for...?

I can't say that I'm very proud of myself at the moment.
I've not been able to accomplish my October tasks.
Everything just seems to be postponed and work just builds up.

Sometimes I wonder...
What am I doing here in UPM?
God has opened the door for me to further study...
He even opened the door for me to gain the experience of being a project manager...
What more can I ask?

Can I ask for more strength?
Can I ask for more patience?
Can I ask for more wisdom?
Can I ask for more discipline?
Can I ask for more concentration?
Can I ask for more passion?
More importantly...can I ask for more LOVE??

Although it's been a week away from the office...
I feel even more moodless...

Someone once told me...
Though you find it meaningless...
You put meaning to the meaningless...
Then the meaningless would become meaningful...
Sounds profound that I find it difficult to find that meaning...

So, in short, it's been MOODLESS......