It's that time of the cycle again

Yea..it's that time of the cycle again where it's down down down...dragged down with the problems, the mess that I created.

So what if no one is perfect..how do you treat a perfectionist? It's tough being a perfectionist that can do no mistakes. When mistakes are done, it's tough for the perfectionist to accept it.
What the heck?

At this time of the cycle, I simply want to disappear and **** ******. To hide, to run, to escape..you name it. I'm just no good at facing difficulties when there's so much complications in it. Worst when it's added complications.