Confused

Confused bout many stuff at the moment. Uncertain of what I truly want and uncertain of what I'm doing.

All this dream of obtaining my masters and phd..is it going to be practical? Is it what He wants for me in my life? Or is it what I want for me in my life? Can't see the end of the tunnel...whether will I see light at the end of this path? Or am I just going the wrong way?

Do I really want to walk this path of togetherness? Or is there another plan out there?

I've changed much as well..growing positively in one or two aspects..yet, I miss my old bubbly self. The one that can make friends and maintain the friendship easily. Now, it's always..no time, tired, busy...and more importantly, I find it such a trouble to maintain it. Those are just excuses.

I truly miss the free me..that didn't care how much trouble I had to face to maintain friendships.

Am I becoming like the world? Are my thoughts changing to be of the worlds' perspective? What happened to that sweet little girl who loved You so much? Drifted away..yet, still hanging on to You.