Room-saster

Room-saster...that is what my rooms' condition is at the moment. Not that it is messy or dirty..BUT.....it is infected with tiny insects and lotsa spiders. After cleaning for the day, it will be filled with dust the next day. Not forgetting to mention the once so clean wall at a portion is now with water marks. No idea where it get the water marks from.

I've always wanted a cosy and comfy room of my own. Thinking that I'll be able to maintain it, keeping it neat and clean, and simply having nice deco. It's been 23 years of my life dreaming of that. Imagine...

As you enter the room, it's creamy pink on the wall with some butterfly paintings all over the wall. Just by the door, it's my make-up table with lotsa hair accessories, make up, earrings, necklaces, bracelets, all either hanging or kept in cute wooden boxes. Then, there's my bed, a single bed raised up a little with a step or two to the mattress and at the end of the bed, there's another wooden big box for storage where I'll store my stuffed toys. >.<>.<>

I need to learn to be neat and tidy. Seriously..is there a treatment for untidiness and messiness? Each time I clean and clear my room to feeling so comfy, it would be upside down by the end of the month. Just can't seem to maintain it.

In fact, in life, maintainance is ONE thing that I suck at. I even choose to not take up responsibilities in life due to maintainance. Even in relationships, it's so so difficult to maintain. I'm the type of person who's not up for maintainance. Yet, I'm a difficult one for maintainance if you get what I mean.

When will I ever learn?? Jun, O Jun, learn to be neat and tidy, then you won't have to keep having a room-saster!!