This particular entry will consist of many short stories of the events that has happened in the princess's life. Some may be inspiring, some may be sad, some may be encouraging, some may be disappointing. It's up to the readers to choose how they want to perceive it as the princess sees it as His destiny for her.
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Spiritual Realm
On the last night of camp, a girl was attacked spiritually. She screamed, she struggled...and it was in the middle of the night bout 3 am. The princess was already asleep. It was only the next morning that she knew what happened.
However, during the sharing & testimony time, the girl came out to share of her experience. And she felt a hand that kept hitting her hard on her back when a guy's hand was just placed stationary at her back. She didn't knew what that feeling was.
As she was sharing, the princess heartbeat rushed. She knew she had to go up & speak to this girl. Being afraid & anxious, she asked her Father to grant her courage to speak out at the front.
Well, thank Him that she was the 2nd last person to speak as the girl was supposed to be the last person to share. So, as the princess walked up to share, she felt her Peace in her heart and shared what she had to share with not only to the girl but to every camper.
After the princess shared, she didn't know whether was the message carried across. But trusting in her Heavenly Father, she left it into His hands.
However, when the campers was walking down from the campsite to the bus, the girl approached the princess asking more of what that has been shared at the front. Knowing that it was an opportunity to share her Father's love to that girl, the princess took the courage to share of her experience as well. Here's what that was shared.
Princess: You don't have to be afraid. You are a child of God, and Satan can never take you away from Him. You are His precious daugther and He will not let you go. In fact, thank Him that you are able to experience it. It allowed other campers to realise how real the spiritual realm is too. It allow them to feel His mighty presence in their midst when they were praying for you. It allow them to witness His wonder working plan. So, be grateful that He can use you in this simple way although it's scary. But do know that in His love, there is no fear.
The girl wanted to know more bout it, but they didn't have much time to talk. The princess gave the girl her email add to further contact & let the girl know more.
However, the princess received an sms from her cgl asking her to read mark 5 for that day's cg. As the princess read it in the bus on the way back, she felt amazed as the beginning of that chapter was about the demon-possessed man. Immediately she smsed that girl bout that chapter, praying that their Teacher will teach the girl as she reads that passage.
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CARE ministry
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Spiritual Realm
On the last night of camp, a girl was attacked spiritually. She screamed, she struggled...and it was in the middle of the night bout 3 am. The princess was already asleep. It was only the next morning that she knew what happened.
However, during the sharing & testimony time, the girl came out to share of her experience. And she felt a hand that kept hitting her hard on her back when a guy's hand was just placed stationary at her back. She didn't knew what that feeling was.
As she was sharing, the princess heartbeat rushed. She knew she had to go up & speak to this girl. Being afraid & anxious, she asked her Father to grant her courage to speak out at the front.
Well, thank Him that she was the 2nd last person to speak as the girl was supposed to be the last person to share. So, as the princess walked up to share, she felt her Peace in her heart and shared what she had to share with not only to the girl but to every camper.
After the princess shared, she didn't know whether was the message carried across. But trusting in her Heavenly Father, she left it into His hands.
However, when the campers was walking down from the campsite to the bus, the girl approached the princess asking more of what that has been shared at the front. Knowing that it was an opportunity to share her Father's love to that girl, the princess took the courage to share of her experience as well. Here's what that was shared.
Princess: You don't have to be afraid. You are a child of God, and Satan can never take you away from Him. You are His precious daugther and He will not let you go. In fact, thank Him that you are able to experience it. It allowed other campers to realise how real the spiritual realm is too. It allow them to feel His mighty presence in their midst when they were praying for you. It allow them to witness His wonder working plan. So, be grateful that He can use you in this simple way although it's scary. But do know that in His love, there is no fear.
The girl wanted to know more bout it, but they didn't have much time to talk. The princess gave the girl her email add to further contact & let the girl know more.
However, the princess received an sms from her cgl asking her to read mark 5 for that day's cg. As the princess read it in the bus on the way back, she felt amazed as the beginning of that chapter was about the demon-possessed man. Immediately she smsed that girl bout that chapter, praying that their Teacher will teach the girl as she reads that passage.
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CARE ministry
What's this CARE ministry you ask? When the princess was on the way back from camp, her cgl informed her that a happy news was awaiting for her when she reached church that night, leaving the princess wondering what is was. But the princess told her Father that whatever it was that is waiting for her, she asked that it will be a reward or some kind to confirm the vision she written down in camp.
When the princess arrived to the church, her cgl gave her a tag that says 'usher'. She thought that being usher was the good news. But it didn't seem to be it. The great happy news only came when her cgl sent her back.
David, the princess's dance teacher, informed her that youth will have a new ministry and the princess is the first one to be
This ministry focuses on new comers that attend youth for the first time. To make them feel welcome & at home. A caring & loving heart is needed for such a ministry.
The princess was & is glad bout this ministry as her Father confirmed this plan for her. Just before she went back, a youth told her, 'Ni hen ai xin', meaning that the princess has a caring heart. And that somehow confirmed the destiny her Father has planned in her life.
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Princess' Vision
Throughout the camp, the princess was taught to look back at her past, look forward to the future, & return back to focus on the present. Since the past cannot be changed & the future cannot be controlled, we can choose how to live now that will leave a legacy behind for others.
Before coming for the camp, the princess already had a rough idea of the vision her Father had for her. And in this camp, it gave her a better understanding of a vision & being able to write it down & reciting it at gunpoint.
However, it still is a draft, but the idea is there. So, the princess hopes that those friends of hers out there reading this...will kindly comment of her vision. Whether does the vision suits her personality, does it mean being her true self?
Of course, at the end of the day, it is the princess' choice to decide. It's just an assignment given by the speaker to get friends opinion. So, here's the princess' vision.
" To live up to my vision faithfully, passionately & excitingly in ministering to hearts through relationship for the enlargment of His kingdom. "
This is still just a draft though. The basic idea is to build His kingdom, ministering to people's heart, through relationships.
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Prince
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Prince
What bout the prince? Where has he gone? Is he still in the picture?
Frankly, the princess wishes & hopes that the prince still is in the picture & has not left. It is indeed a long story. To make it short, the princess & the prince are no longer together. She knows that it is her Father's will for them to be separated..but is for short-term? For long-term? Both of them do not know.
What the princess knows is that...NOW...is His time to equip her, to let her grow, & to prepare herself. She also believes that it is His time to equip the prince, preparing him for something big, & preparing him to be who He wants him to be.
At the moment, the princess is emotionally unstable as the feelings are still there. Strong feelings of wanting to care for the prince, being together with the prince, going through life together with him. Yet, it is her Father's will to separate them for now, teaching her to trust in Him.
There is a lot more the princess wants to share bout this story. However, the time is not now. For her friends out there, she invites you to join her in prayer for strength, for peace, for emotional stability & for her Father's will to be done in her life.
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1016 dance
On Sunday, the dancers practiced & the princess finally got the opportunity to watch them dance altogether as a group. As they danced, the princess felt so touched that she actually shed tears after the dance. That was how she wanted it to be. Though their dance can still improve, but it is the Father's presence that she wants people to feel as they watch them dance. She believes that on that day itself, her Gracefulness & Minister will minister to audience's hearts as they watch it. Knowing that her Father indeed loves each & everyone of them. Even as the princess uses her dance talent, she prays that her Father will use the talent He's given to her as a form of ministering to His creation.
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Well...that's all for the time being. Hope more recent updates will be written down as the princess has decided to be transparent with her life to let others see Christ in her.
" LESS of me & MORE of You!! "
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