I totally miss dancing. It's been a almost half a year now since I last danced and I miss those moments.
My dancing passion started in kindergarten, I guess, when we had to perform at the end of the year. From dancing in kindergarten, to dancing in primary school. For as long as I can recall, I've been dancing every year without fail for some kind of performance or competition.
With this passion, I always wanted to take up ballet lesson..however, due to high fees (if I'm not wrong), my parents didn't allow me. So, had to satisfy myself with going for gymrama as a school activity. Learned some techniques from there.
Moving in to secondary school, we had this inter-class dance competition every year since Form 3 if I recall correctly. But, even from Form 1, I've been dancing for competition or performance purposes every year. Even right up till Form 5, I was still dancing. Sometimes, 2 - 3 dances a year.
After Form 5, I seldom danced any more since it was STPM year. Not much opportunity to dance either. Stepping into uni life, I had opportunities to dance. Although for small scales in CF, it was more than enough..as long as I could dance. And even though I joined the dance society in UTAR, I've never been to any dance meeting before. No idea why.
Dancing has and still is my passion. I remember very clearly that a friend of mine, Joyce, told me once in Form 3 to take up dancing as a career as she saw it in me. I guess she kinda prophesied it..but I did not believe her..giving her excuses that dancers won't make money and my parents would disagree to the idea of dance as a career.
But, last year or this year, I received so many confirmation or assurance of me having this dance talent. Frankly, I still find it hard to believe completely. Is it really my passion? Am I committed to it? Do I really have the talent? I do know for sure is that I may have the talent..but it definitely needs lotsa pruning and stretching to do. >.<
I do miss dancing for sure. But not dancing for the sake of dancing but to dance for enjoyment, relaxing and most of all, as a form of praise or thanksgiving. I enjoy dancing with the flow of the music though..and choreographing too.
Is there a future in my dancing passion? It is my dream to have my own personal dance studio. So, we shall wait and see how.
Here's a dance that me and the dancers choreographed together. And below it, are the dances with the GA team that I totally enjoy dancing with.
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