My final semester as a Year 2 student has begun. 6 subjects to cope, including the interesting assignments given.
Results came out yesterday. CGPA increased a little. Am satisfied with last semester's results. Just that this semester, I've got to work even harder to achieve my initial aim of getting 3.5. Seems impossible but it will be possible through Him who strengthens me.
Group assignment is still the same. Sticking with the same group (Vincent, Vivian, Nathan, Clement). Definitely more stress free being with them.
Church activities are filling up my weekend schedule till I can't make it back to hometown. Fri night; Youth prayer meeting, Sat; somehow full day in church, Sun evening; dance class.
At times, I do want to quit church..no denying it. Just quit all activities. The only reason that's keeping me there is my life's goal. Yet, it gets tiring most of the time, especially when it deals with humans.
One silly issue that will support me quiting church is so high the possibility. Another reason that may keep me in church is also something else that it's confidential. Been keeping it inside for 2 days now since I heard the news. No one to share it to, no one to share my tears with to release.
What's it going to be like when that someone you respect leaves? Someone who has been encouraging you time and time again, giving you opportunity to show your talent, someone who trust you so much. Yeah..it is indeed a short-term thing but for a long-term effect. That is the thought that stops me from crying.
Certain things are just in a mess right now. Confused thoughts that I hope to straighten out before it gets more complicated. Unwanted feelings I hope to release before it brings more trouble. Simply trying to focus on the now and ignore the thoughts and feelings.
Results came out yesterday. CGPA increased a little. Am satisfied with last semester's results. Just that this semester, I've got to work even harder to achieve my initial aim of getting 3.5. Seems impossible but it will be possible through Him who strengthens me.
Group assignment is still the same. Sticking with the same group (Vincent, Vivian, Nathan, Clement). Definitely more stress free being with them.
Church activities are filling up my weekend schedule till I can't make it back to hometown. Fri night; Youth prayer meeting, Sat; somehow full day in church, Sun evening; dance class.
At times, I do want to quit church..no denying it. Just quit all activities. The only reason that's keeping me there is my life's goal. Yet, it gets tiring most of the time, especially when it deals with humans.
One silly issue that will support me quiting church is so high the possibility. Another reason that may keep me in church is also something else that it's confidential. Been keeping it inside for 2 days now since I heard the news. No one to share it to, no one to share my tears with to release.
What's it going to be like when that someone you respect leaves? Someone who has been encouraging you time and time again, giving you opportunity to show your talent, someone who trust you so much. Yeah..it is indeed a short-term thing but for a long-term effect. That is the thought that stops me from crying.
Certain things are just in a mess right now. Confused thoughts that I hope to straighten out before it gets more complicated. Unwanted feelings I hope to release before it brings more trouble. Simply trying to focus on the now and ignore the thoughts and feelings.
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